I secretly slipped the David Yurman ring Taylor had gifted me the previous year for Christmas from my right ring finger to my left. It resembled a wedding band, at least from a distance. When the self checkout light turned green, letting shoppers know it was now available, I hurried over, scanned the barcode of the Clear Blue box and slipped it into a bag, all in one swift motion. I could feel the warmth coming from my cheeks and knew they must be visibly red.